> hope that mai loves ones will be happi forever.

~~Monday, September 15, 2014~~

09:44

Hi everyone.

Its been so long that j last update my blog. Sorry for not updating.

Firstly i would like to say that im married with a 8 months old boy

As you can see ive gained lots of weight compared from the last pic that you could see at my profile .

We also have our own house which near to mg parents place which is convenient for my dad to take care of my son when i go to work or while I'm on my way back.
you all must be thinking why its seems like my husband is not the same guy . Yes we broke up 2 years ago due to some issues. And now we have our own life. He married with his colleague and i married with a guy who j met at my usual food centre.
Now my boy is down with cough and flu and that can't go for swimming but we gonna to go to haw par villa when he is awake. Lets hope that he will recover soon.

bye people will update tomorrow for the photos at haw par villa.

bye
Xoxo

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Saturday, April 09, 2011~~

18:49

sorry for not updating my life here. time had passed very fast i am studying at kaplan higher instituation . taking hospitality and tourism management as my course. 10 months of studying i am endure. is not a short or long period. no matter what happen i am endure. time had passed for like 1 hour and i am alone sitting at Tampines 1. i should be thankfull to all my friends who accompany me to talk and chat at msn adn faceook. without u guys i think i will be mould. things happen so sudden wher i am just 15 mins more to end my lesson and u went out with anoymous(not to be mention) and i will be waiting for u at here siting all by myself to wait for u to come and fetch me. happen so sudden. i am so speechless to say what had happen. i will just keep to my heart and quietly wait for u to come and fetch me. i am smart enough to say that i have charged my laptop bettery in school before i leave not i will be like a lonely girl walking around the mall. i am so fuckiing hungry waiting for u to come. but u are still in cab. i wished that i have no problems to think about. tears is coming down but i must not let it flow down. wher he have to choose u go. why not choose( someone who he is close to). are u very close to him. u can say yes. Help!!!!! i am going to be mould le. homework and work to think. tmr my bridging course module starts. i shall stop here and wait fro him to come and fetch me .

bye peeps.
hope to blog again ya. *wink*

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, October 10, 2010~~

12:24

I am happy to c u last night. but ur attitude had changed. i dunno wtf are u thinking. u told me that u feel that I've a litter feeling to alson i say no and u wan me to swear. so how about i ask u do u have feeling for the fucking bitch. i bear everything. because of u i didn't close with my friends. last time i close with guy u KBKP now i close with my girlfriends. u say if i still wan relationship to go on i need to break up with her. wtf even i met her we only just normal friends only. i dunno what the hell are u thinking. then a few more hours we are OK. wtf is this. i told myself if this go on again maybe i will just let it go and change a new job and go for a better job. no point keep quarreling. ahma say u had a good gf. but look at how u treated me. 4years plus had pass. next month is our 5 years. if u can't take it that i am close with my guy friends i had already no more close with them le if u still can't take it that i close with my girlfriends then forget it. i feel fucking speechless right now.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, October 06, 2010~~

09:29

What should i do now?? today is his hearing. i've missed him for the whole 3 weeks. i can't bear to c him suffer because of this stupid case that had happened. i blamed myself for nto contacting u for the past few years. this 7 months is a very happy memories for me, thanks for making such a wonderfull memories. even we had quarrelled becasue of misunderstanding and about things that u dun wish to hear. even i cried because of thi i dun wish you to do that . u always will help me to wipe my tears. u are alwyas be there for me whenever i am stressed. u are always the one who will make me smile. u are the one who will stayed overnight at my house. u are the one who wil ask for help when u need help. u are the one that i would care most and hope u wun get into trouble. u are the one that i will get beat by soemone when someoen wants to find u trouble. u are the one that i can sense that u is in the trouble. u are the one that u gib me a cal in the morning i would run over t our house and look for u. are the one that i would hug and cry on your shoulder. uare the one that i would buy a present and put our memories inside. u are the one that i gave u the present and u would keep it in ur luggage. u are the one that i will worried the most. promised me that u would take good care of yourself. dun worry about us. we will stay strong so must u. we wil wasit fro u no matter what happens. we wun look down on u . promsied u that iwill visit u and when u are released we will fetch u. we willa wlays be ther for u whenever u need help. remember to tell letter to us offen. love u miss u <3

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, September 15, 2010~~

08:09

THis Post is especially for my didi Alson the oone who i am going to worried most. now at this time he is doing his hearing. what shouldi do now. i am super worried for him. didi must be strong i hope u can give me a last call.i really do. memories will stay the day when i hugged u for a long time. i will wait for u to come out the same goes for Mandy and ru family and friends. we will never never going to lok down on u de. trust us didi. we really will wait for u de. we love u alot. didi matter what happens dun give up ok time will passed very fast de. no matter what happens let me knoe ok?? send letter to me also can. i will get ur address asap de. if anything happens to me please be brave. we will wait fro u de. love u di miss u alot . muacksx

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Sunday, July 25, 2010~~

19:58

What Should I do now readers. evem sunday io can't even go out. am i under control of his. is uppoese to meet baby but end up i got things to do. and di di gibson asked to meet me. iw ant to go and meet him and at the same tiem me babe airin and baby mandy. btu end up i can't even go . what is this??? relationship with u is good. but i dun like the way u treated me. everytihing i've got to give in to u. i want went out also got to ask u. i just want to be happy. even i wan talk to someone have to hide here and there. alot of things i dun even dare to tell u. if this u will jealous so how about me. u recieved a call and u went out and u told me is SSB want to talk to u and u say u just went a while from 1+ till morning when i went to didi court u still haven come back. i want u to just know that i only have a number of girlfriends.can't u puyt urself on my shoes. even on thursday we quarrelled Avlin can come and comfort me. u did it in front of everbody. u not happy with it tell desmond then why bother to throw tempered on those products. what alvin say is right couple working at the same company will have conflicts. no wonder alot of company don't like couple to work at the same company.. should i give up or continue relationship. i have feelings with u. everyday counts. 4 years. 8 month and 10 days counts on and on.

save me from the nothing I’ve become..

~~Wednesday, July 21, 2010~~

10:53

Good News. kor had message me le. finally can relieve le. he is alright. so worried for him till my heart come out le. yes. keep worried fro him till i can't do my work nicely.
kor dun do silly thigns le hao ma?? promised mei mei hao ma

save me from the nothing I’ve become..